29 May 2006
ngayon lang ako nakaupo at nakaisip ng mga bagay bagay na nagiba ngayong pasukan...
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wala na masyadong mga frosh na gumagala sa main campus ngayon... lahat sila nasa bagong building na... yung bagong building na 6 lang ang elevator pero mga 20 floors xa. yung building na walang id scanner. yung building na hindi pa lahat ng classroom ay may aircon. yung building na madumi ang banyo. yung building na hindi pwede pumasok ang ibang estudyante kung walang klase dun. yung bagong building na minadali para lang sa pasukang ito. hay nako. good luck nalang sa mga frosh na yan. bago nga building nila, kulang parin sa para maging "world class" ang standard. gets?
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at dahil wala maxadong frosh sa main campus ngayon, maluwag-luwag na ang mga "main thoroughfares" ng campus. ibig sabihin, pwede na nila ayusin ang sj walk. pero, ang sj walk ganyan na. kung ayusin mo yan, di na sj walk yan. oh well. kung tutuusin, may benepisyo naman kung ayusin nila ang sj walk.. ibig sabihin mas malawak na ang basketball court. nyahahaha. joke lang. ang alam ko, mawawala yung mga bench na may chess board sa konkreto sa ilalim ng puno. mababawasan nanaman ng matatambayan. **ibig sabihin, mag iiba na ng tambayan ang santugon?**
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anyway... ang saya ng schedule ko ngayon. m-w-f lang ang pasok ko... kaso lang, pumapasok parin ako ng t-th dahil sa thesis. haaaay. sana talaga matapos na yan ng mabilis. para tapos na lahat. ayoko na magaral eh. siguro magmamasters ako after two years... para at least may break di ba? hehe
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speaking of schedules... may subject ako na 1430-1530 ng m-w-f... grabe kakaiba yung prof... imaginin niyo si professor snape na mas bumaet... ayun. weird pa nga kasi naninilaw yung kamay niya...
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so ayun.. yun muna... medyo nabe-brain drain na ko eh....
29 May 2006
26 May 2006
matagal tagal ko ding hindi nagawa to
26 may 2006
mejo matagal tagal ko nang hindi nagawa to... ano yon? ang maglabas ng mga iba't ibang kuro-kuro at mga iniisip ko habang walang ginagawa at naglilipas ng oras. ang mga kuro-kuro ko'y pawang pagiisip ko lamang at wala akong nais patamaan. pinapangunahan ko na. baka may magbasa, tapos sobrang defensive nila at magreact eh hindi naman sila pinapatamaan. ewan ko kung bakit ganun. wala namang rason para matamaan eh... unless may ginawa sila kaya sila tinamaan. ewan. pagpasensyahan niyo na ung medyo mahaba-haba ito, medyo naipon lang yung mga iniisip ko.
anyway... magsisimula na ako.. pero para mas masaya, inisip kong i-divide ung entry na to sa iba't ibang section. (naks!)
bakit kaya?
-- may mga tao na sobrang naapektohan ng mga binabasa nila? kung ako, maapektuhan ako kung tipong pangalan ko na talaga yung nakalagay dun. as in sakto sa spelling at alam mong ikaw lang ang may pangalan na ganon na kakilala ng taong un. gets nio? kung hindi, eh... mahirap i-explain eh. ganito nalang. hindi ba't blog ito? at alam ng mga may blog na nababasa ito ng kahit sino? at maaaring gawing vague ang mga entries dito? diba? ang hindi ko maintindihan ay bakit may mga taong nagpapaapekto sa mga entries na ganito. basta ako, nagtataka lang ako. dahil di ko gets eh.
-- minsan may mga pagkakataon na sadyang hindi ka pinagbibigyan? yung parang lagi nalang ikaw ang may kasalanan? yung tipong lagi sayo ibinubungtong ang lahat ng nagagawang mali, kahit na wala kang ginagawa o kahit na siya yung gumawa ng mali? madami kasi akong kilalang ganyan eh. yung tipong ikaw ang sisisihin kung hindi nagayon sa plano nila yung ginawa nila. madalas akong mabiktima ng ganyan. hindi nalang ako nagsasalita kasi baka mabalingan uli ako ng galit. ayoko na.
-- may mga tao na talagang kakaiba magisip? yung tipong sila na ung mali, ipagigiitan parin nila na sila ung tama. hindi mo gets? yung tipong universally proven na mali talaga yung ginawa niya pero up till now pinagpipilitan nia na tama parin yung ginawa nia. irelevant na dito kung ano man ang pinagusapan or kung ano man ung sanhi nung nangyare. ung paraan lang. ung ginawa. hay nako. nakakainis yung mga taong ganito. anyway.
-- minsan parang gustong gusto mo na sumuko. parang sobrang pagod ka na sa takbo ng mundo, sa takbo ng buhay mo. yung tipong sana hindi ka nalang pinanganak. may mga pagkakataon na dumadating nalang sa buhay ng isang tao na mapapaisip ka ng ganyan. haay.
mejo matagal tagal ko nang hindi nagawa to... ano yon? ang maglabas ng mga iba't ibang kuro-kuro at mga iniisip ko habang walang ginagawa at naglilipas ng oras. ang mga kuro-kuro ko'y pawang pagiisip ko lamang at wala akong nais patamaan. pinapangunahan ko na. baka may magbasa, tapos sobrang defensive nila at magreact eh hindi naman sila pinapatamaan. ewan ko kung bakit ganun. wala namang rason para matamaan eh... unless may ginawa sila kaya sila tinamaan. ewan. pagpasensyahan niyo na ung medyo mahaba-haba ito, medyo naipon lang yung mga iniisip ko.
anyway... magsisimula na ako.. pero para mas masaya, inisip kong i-divide ung entry na to sa iba't ibang section. (naks!)
bakit kaya?
-- may mga tao na sobrang naapektohan ng mga binabasa nila? kung ako, maapektuhan ako kung tipong pangalan ko na talaga yung nakalagay dun. as in sakto sa spelling at alam mong ikaw lang ang may pangalan na ganon na kakilala ng taong un. gets nio? kung hindi, eh... mahirap i-explain eh. ganito nalang. hindi ba't blog ito? at alam ng mga may blog na nababasa ito ng kahit sino? at maaaring gawing vague ang mga entries dito? diba? ang hindi ko maintindihan ay bakit may mga taong nagpapaapekto sa mga entries na ganito. basta ako, nagtataka lang ako. dahil di ko gets eh.
-- minsan may mga pagkakataon na sadyang hindi ka pinagbibigyan? yung parang lagi nalang ikaw ang may kasalanan? yung tipong lagi sayo ibinubungtong ang lahat ng nagagawang mali, kahit na wala kang ginagawa o kahit na siya yung gumawa ng mali? madami kasi akong kilalang ganyan eh. yung tipong ikaw ang sisisihin kung hindi nagayon sa plano nila yung ginawa nila. madalas akong mabiktima ng ganyan. hindi nalang ako nagsasalita kasi baka mabalingan uli ako ng galit. ayoko na.
-- may mga tao na talagang kakaiba magisip? yung tipong sila na ung mali, ipagigiitan parin nila na sila ung tama. hindi mo gets? yung tipong universally proven na mali talaga yung ginawa niya pero up till now pinagpipilitan nia na tama parin yung ginawa nia. irelevant na dito kung ano man ang pinagusapan or kung ano man ung sanhi nung nangyare. ung paraan lang. ung ginawa. hay nako. nakakainis yung mga taong ganito. anyway.
-- minsan parang gustong gusto mo na sumuko. parang sobrang pagod ka na sa takbo ng mundo, sa takbo ng buhay mo. yung tipong sana hindi ka nalang pinanganak. may mga pagkakataon na dumadating nalang sa buhay ng isang tao na mapapaisip ka ng ganyan. haay.
-- may mga taong sadya lamang na bastos? yung tipong parang sila lang ang taong nabubuhay sa mundo at wala na silang kusiderasyon sa ibang taong nabubuhay? para kasing dumadami yung mga kakilala kong ganyan eh. bad trip.
next section...
paano kaya?
-- kung hindi ako napanganak? ano kaya ang mangyayare sa mundo? mas masaya kaya ito kung wala ako, o mas malungkot?
-- kung bigla nalang ako naglaho na parang bula? as in yung tipong walang sabi-sabi, walang contact whatsoever, no nothing. may makaka-alala kaya saken? ano kaya mangyayari kung ganon? sasaya ba yung mga tao? lulungkot?
-- kung nakapagdesisyon akong sumuko nalang? as in yung tipong ayoko na talaga? ano na mangyayari?
-- kung ihayag ko sa lahat ng taong concerned ang lahat ng saloobin ko, kahit ano pa man ito? ano kaya gagawin nila saken?
wala na ako matanong. ayoko na magtanong. hindi rin naman nasasagot eh. nakakabadtrip.
25 May 2006
woooooooo!!! =D
25 may 2006
it's definitely a tiring day.
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today is a thesis day. and hopefully, we would be able to finish this thesis by the end of the term. it feels like we still have a lot to do, and time's not on our side. add to that is our oh-so-lovable thesis mentor. *sigh*.
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i watched the american idol finals a while ago... it was a great show... the top 12 were also there to perform... and yeah... clay aiken and the gay dude who was clay's "number one" fan... as well as carrie underwood... and would you believe that the artist formerly known as prince (tafkap) is still alive and kicking?! (and holy... his backup singers/dancers were sooooo slim and flexible!)... anyway... i'm sooooo glad that taylor won! i mean, he might not be the greatest singer but his no one from this season could ever match his personality!
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i am so bored, even my brain is on hold. *sigh*
it's definitely a tiring day.
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today is a thesis day. and hopefully, we would be able to finish this thesis by the end of the term. it feels like we still have a lot to do, and time's not on our side. add to that is our oh-so-lovable thesis mentor. *sigh*.
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i watched the american idol finals a while ago... it was a great show... the top 12 were also there to perform... and yeah... clay aiken and the gay dude who was clay's "number one" fan... as well as carrie underwood... and would you believe that the artist formerly known as prince (tafkap) is still alive and kicking?! (and holy... his backup singers/dancers were sooooo slim and flexible!)... anyway... i'm sooooo glad that taylor won! i mean, he might not be the greatest singer but his no one from this season could ever match his personality!
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i am so bored, even my brain is on hold. *sigh*
15 May 2006
while waiting for the video on you tube to load....
15 May 2006
... i figured i could come up with something to post. =D hehe... well... here goes:
i still find the power rangers cool. i'm sorry for those who disagrees with me, but i grew up watching the power rangers. it's not exactly that easy just to erase it from my system. heehee ^_^*. i'm not kidding. i still watch the stuff. does anybody know where i can find the power rangers movie??? seriously.
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anyway, school is just a week away. i'm actually excited about going to school, and frankly, i'm expecting a LOT of stress. thesis 2 is on the way and we have to finish this freaking thesis by september or else. it's just that it's going to be easier that way -- not just for us, but also for all those freaking professors that are just going up our arses with this. sorry for the language. it's just that it's so frustrating.
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but enough of that. since i'm in a ranting mood, i guess i have to start with this one.
i really, really dispise people who have no consideration for others. example in point, you're the only person in the room, then suddenly somebody else comes in, you're watching a video on your own pc, then he (or she) opens his (or her) own pc then suddenly cranks up the speakers, while talking to a person on the phone, oblivious to you watching a video. of all the things that i really hate it's these kinds of people.
another thing i don't like is when people rant on you about another person, as if you can do something about it (my mother does this a lot). it's just that it's so irritating to talk about it out loud knowing that sitting there doesn't really cahnge anything. *sigh* what the heck. as if i'm not doing the same damn thing... only i'm using my blog for it. oh well.
the video finally completes its loading! i'm going to watch na! =D
... i figured i could come up with something to post. =D hehe... well... here goes:
i still find the power rangers cool. i'm sorry for those who disagrees with me, but i grew up watching the power rangers. it's not exactly that easy just to erase it from my system. heehee ^_^*. i'm not kidding. i still watch the stuff. does anybody know where i can find the power rangers movie??? seriously.
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anyway, school is just a week away. i'm actually excited about going to school, and frankly, i'm expecting a LOT of stress. thesis 2 is on the way and we have to finish this freaking thesis by september or else. it's just that it's going to be easier that way -- not just for us, but also for all those freaking professors that are just going up our arses with this. sorry for the language. it's just that it's so frustrating.
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but enough of that. since i'm in a ranting mood, i guess i have to start with this one.
i really, really dispise people who have no consideration for others. example in point, you're the only person in the room, then suddenly somebody else comes in, you're watching a video on your own pc, then he (or she) opens his (or her) own pc then suddenly cranks up the speakers, while talking to a person on the phone, oblivious to you watching a video. of all the things that i really hate it's these kinds of people.
another thing i don't like is when people rant on you about another person, as if you can do something about it (my mother does this a lot). it's just that it's so irritating to talk about it out loud knowing that sitting there doesn't really cahnge anything. *sigh* what the heck. as if i'm not doing the same damn thing... only i'm using my blog for it. oh well.
the video finally completes its loading! i'm going to watch na! =D
05 May 2006
because i'm soooooo bored...
05 May 2006
Only 17 days to go till the first day of classes (for me, anway)! i'm just so bored here at home for the summer, and on top of that, I HAVE NO MONEY!!! that's why i'm so looking forward to going back to school... i'm going to get my weekly allowance again! *sigh*
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either it's just me, or this summer heat is weirding me out. you know why? the only things that preoccupy my mind this summer are wrestling, power rangers, anime and being online. why is it weirding me out? well, (1) i wasn't into wrestling until recently. i remember that it was a kurt angle-john cena match. (2) power rangers?! come on... it's been, like 13 years since the first power rangers series went on air... and i was 9 years old?! come on! since then there have been numerous spin offs, like power rangers wild force, ninja storm and dino thunder - these three being the most recent (not to mention that these three were or are currently being shown on cartoon network!). (3) i've been into anime for a long time, but i have stopped following series since i stepped into college. now that this is officially a boring summer, it seems that i have resumed my old ways: watching yu yu hakusho, flame of recca and fushigi yugi with a couple of new series that i watch - detective conan and chronicle of the wings. (aren't i a little old for these?) oh well...
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*sigh* and to top it all off, i just received a text message (as of this writing) from someone that i formerly knew. if that person still reads my blog, and when that person does, i've got one thing to say. WHAT DO YOU THINK?!
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this day just ended in crap.
Only 17 days to go till the first day of classes (for me, anway)! i'm just so bored here at home for the summer, and on top of that, I HAVE NO MONEY!!! that's why i'm so looking forward to going back to school... i'm going to get my weekly allowance again! *sigh*
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either it's just me, or this summer heat is weirding me out. you know why? the only things that preoccupy my mind this summer are wrestling, power rangers, anime and being online. why is it weirding me out? well, (1) i wasn't into wrestling until recently. i remember that it was a kurt angle-john cena match. (2) power rangers?! come on... it's been, like 13 years since the first power rangers series went on air... and i was 9 years old?! come on! since then there have been numerous spin offs, like power rangers wild force, ninja storm and dino thunder - these three being the most recent (not to mention that these three were or are currently being shown on cartoon network!). (3) i've been into anime for a long time, but i have stopped following series since i stepped into college. now that this is officially a boring summer, it seems that i have resumed my old ways: watching yu yu hakusho, flame of recca and fushigi yugi with a couple of new series that i watch - detective conan and chronicle of the wings. (aren't i a little old for these?) oh well...
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*sigh* and to top it all off, i just received a text message (as of this writing) from someone that i formerly knew. if that person still reads my blog, and when that person does, i've got one thing to say. WHAT DO YOU THINK?!
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this day just ended in crap.
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