because i'm soooooo bored...

05 May 2006

Only 17 days to go till the first day of classes (for me, anway)! i'm just so bored here at home for the summer, and on top of that, I HAVE NO MONEY!!! that's why i'm so looking forward to going back to school... i'm going to get my weekly allowance again! *sigh*

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either it's just me, or this summer heat is weirding me out. you know why? the only things that preoccupy my mind this summer are wrestling, power rangers, anime and being online. why is it weirding me out? well, (1) i wasn't into wrestling until recently. i remember that it was a kurt angle-john cena match. (2) power rangers?! come on... it's been, like 13 years since the first power rangers series went on air... and i was 9 years old?! come on! since then there have been numerous spin offs, like power rangers wild force, ninja storm and dino thunder - these three being the most recent (not to mention that these three were or are currently being shown on cartoon network!). (3) i've been into anime for a long time, but i have stopped following series since i stepped into college. now that this is officially a boring summer, it seems that i have resumed my old ways: watching yu yu hakusho, flame of recca and fushigi yugi with a couple of new series that i watch - detective conan and chronicle of the wings. (aren't i a little old for these?) oh well...

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*sigh* and to top it all off, i just received a text message (as of this writing) from someone that i formerly knew. if that person still reads my blog, and when that person does, i've got one thing to say. WHAT DO YOU THINK?!

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this day just ended in crap.

its soooooo hoootttttt... rarr!

21 April 2006

its so hot.

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birthday shout outs to John Cena, who turns 29 on sunday, and to Kane, who turns 39 on april 26! (even though they would probably never get to read this.) and of course, to Doreen, who turns 20 (yes, the big 2-0! =P) on April 30!!!!!!!
super belated happy birthday to Randy Orton, who turned 26 on April 1. (i know, i know. i just wanted to do those.)

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its so hot and boring i wish i was still in school. weird, huh? its just that there's nothing to do... and i'm used to doing something. there's a good thing though... i'm being able to sleep longer hours! yey!

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...see i don't even have enough to say!...

*wala akong maisip na magandang title eh*

04 April 2006

after how many weeks... naipass na rin namin ang aming thesis proposal. . pero hindi pa tapos ang lahat. meron pang webgifs at finals sa stat. konti nalang...

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matapos lang ang linggong to, masaya na ako. matapos lang ang presentation ng webgifs, matapos lang ang final exam sa stat, masayang masaya na ako. pupunta pa naman kami sa fort ilocandia sa holy week. sana naman makapagrelax kami, particularly na ako. sa sobrang dami ng ginagawa para sa term na to (lintik na thesis yan! kung di dahil sa thesis mentor namin matagal na kaming tapos!!! o well), kinakailangan ko na talagang mag-relax. haaay. kailangan huminga. (inhale, exhale.)

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*Wrestlemania 22 updates*
RAW - champion parin si john cena. at champion parin si kane at big show.
Smackdown! - talo si randy orton at si kurt angle. si rey mysterio na ung bagong world heavyweight champion. erm..

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hay. kailangan ko pang magaral. bad trip naman eh...

konting tiis nalaaaang....

02 April 2006

Wrestlemania 22 na sa US. sa 16 April pa ipapalabas dito. bad trip. pero at least... hehe =P

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konting tiis na lang. sa tuesday na pasahan namin ng thesis proposal. pasado naman na to eh. basta makaprogress sa thesis 2. (sorry thesis mates. kailangan na ksing grumadweyt eh.) newei, konting tiis nalang tlga. isang term nalang... sana lang tlga wag bumagsak ng philorl. bad trip. konti nalang tlga.....

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birthday ni randy orton kahapon. *sigh* ano na kaya nangyayari sa wrestlemania? siya na kaya ang mananalo sa kanilang 'triple threat match for the world heavyweight championship' laban kay rey mysterio at kurt angle?

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nagbbrowse ako ng 'hall of fame induction' pictures sa wwe.com... pakinangshyiet! ngayon ko lang nakita si john cena na naka suit! holy macaroni! hahahaha wla lang. kakaiba lang. lagi ksi xa naka t-shirt at 'hip hop' shorts eh. wla lang...

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gusto ko ng smackdown vs. raw 2006 na game cartridge ng PSP. pati ng harry potter. sooo... mga 6thou yon. hay. pano kya ko mkkpagipon? ideas, anyone?? =D

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till next time dudes.. rak on! nyahahahahahaha

*photos courtesy of wwe.com

a 'lil of this, a 'lil of that....

26 march 2006

i know i'm supposed to remember something connected to this date, but what the heck, i don't have to stress myself thinking about that.

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we're nearing the end of the trimester, and with that, expect that there a lot of requirements waiting to be done and deadlines nearing each day. to top it all off, our freaking thesis proposal is due on the 4th of april. nice, right? not really. for a while i've been wondering if there was a course in dlsu that didn't require to do a thesis in order to graduate, and usually people answered me that there isn't one. but guess what? last wednesday i found out that there was indeed a course that is being offered in dlsu that didn't require a thesis to graduate! guess what course that was? ISTM. information software technology management from the college of computer studies. and you know what else? it was just offered!!! geez if that had been offered during my freshman year i would've took that course! hehehe... but anyway...

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13.5 units more to go and i'm graduating, hopefully, that our thesis isn't deferred. gawd i'm going to kill our beloved thesis mentor if ever he gets us deferred. i swear.

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my brain's slowly sleeping on me. better end this now. 'nyt!

hmmmm...

01 march 2006

i feel bad. it's ash wednesday and i didn't go to mass. oh well... i'll pray later. ^_^*

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i've been thinking (again)... [i've been doing that a lot lately... it scares me!]

this time it's not so serious... hehe... =D i just caught the WWE Raw episode where John Cena and Maria fight with Edge and Lita in a match to determine who would name the special guest referee in the championship match the following week. John (yak close kami?!) and Maria won, and John got to name Mick Foley as the special guest referee. But that's not what got me thinking... looking at John and Maria battle it out with Edge and Lita, they actually look good together! hehe... yeah... look at them (go to www.wwe.com, and look at John's or Maria's page... they have photos together... go! look!) well? am i right? they do look good together... (admit it!) =P

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i'm missing the power rangers... not the kind of power rangers on cartoon network today (the wild force, and other spin-offs...) i'm missing the original (plus rocky, adam and aisha)... geez. this might sound a little geeky but i used to follow each episode! i even have the power zords (or whatever)... man...

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i have to admit... there are a lot of small fights (? not really sure of the proper terminology) happening to people. i happen to know quite a few of them... i just hope that someday all these people can put their differences aside and work together harmoniously! i know, i know... sounds a little out of hand, but it can be achieved... right?

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oh well. that's life!

been thinkin....

24 february 2006

i've just been thinking...

due to the fact that there are no classes today because of the people power anniversary wherein the people have decided to go to the streets to protest the current government (*insert sarcastic tone* thanks a lot. *end sarcastic tone*), i've been thinking that there have been indeed a lot of things that are happening in our country today. what's so disturbing with that is that it seems like the only thing that people in position focus about is the bad things that are happening. it seems to me that they're spending all the people's taxes in making those bad things worse. i just don't get it. i mean, sure, power is indeed intoxicating. whoever said that 'absolute power corrupts absolutely' is positively right. once you're in that position, you wouldn't want to give it up that easy. which is why we had our classes cancelled today; people who had nothing better to do marched onto the streets of edsa and use the concept of 'people power' to force pres. GMA to quit her post. i mean, let's face reality here. they've been trying to do that for time immemorial but have they succeeded? noooooo. so, i say that instead they waste their time rallying, they ought to just focus on their work. but, hey. it's still their choice. i'm not the one who's not earning.

anyway, enough with the politics. i just wanted to release that bit. but anyway, who's going to listen to me, right? moving on...

since i had a loooong day of doing absolutely nothing, i've begun to wonder why the heck am i now watching the WWE as if i'm some hard-core fan? i mean, up till, well, the start of 2006, i didn't give a damn care about the WWE. much more watch an episode. what happened? i can't answer my own damn question. i really don't know why, and it's bugging me. i mean, come on! *sigh* it just so happened that i was channel surfing, then i passed jack tv, which was showing an episode of either smackdown or raw, then i watched. after that, i was hooked. after 20 and a half years not watching wrestling, here i am, hooked. *damn you, wrestling gods!!! argh!!*

well... i guess that's that. (what?!) ahhh... you might be thinking why that short? well, i slept half the day, so there.... hehe =P

*sigh*

08 February 2006

this was not a happy day.

we have to submit a "new" proposal by the third reading (which, by the way, is next friday) with all the details (which was already in the proposal but we were instructed by our "loving" mentor to omit). not to mention the defense we had a while ago. i swear i was so nervous that my vision was actually shaking. literally. that's how nervous i was. and to find out that we need to submit a new proposal by the third reading, damn.

it wasn't as if that defense was the only thing that i was worried for today. we had an exam for my philorl class and damn the only bit that i can remember is our friggin defense in the afternoon! d'oh. felt that i didn't answer the questions justifiably (is there such a word?). damn. this sucks.

and to top it all off, the rotc is (and always has been) depending on me for stuff! i mean, the only job i had to do was take the pictures. i'm sorry for ranting but what happened a while ago was not exactly pleasant. i wasn't the one responsible about the reservations and stuff, and it irks me because i wasn't supposed to be stressing myself about that, and i found myself stressing about that. *sigh*. it's not that i don't want to help them, i do, i really do, but sometimes, it is a bit too much for me to handle. and mind you, i am having my thesis now, and i am technically not a part of that anymore.

in summary, this is one bloody hell day.

happy new year!!!! hehe =P

*sigh*. it's been a long time since i last posted, and that was last year! (well, technically, i last posted last december 2005, and it's already january 2006, so, my last post was technically last year already. hehehe) anyway, since it's already the new year, i have a new laptop (yey!) to use in posting! heheheh =)

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two terms (hopefully) to go! this term, i am already taking up my thesis 1, and hopefully we would be able to finish it without being deferred. i'm not used to this much free time... i officially have tuesdays free... and i'm not used to not going to school everyday! *sigh* it's weird, having spent my entire stay in la salle going to school everyday! *sigh*

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okay. officially, i am scared to death for our thesis.

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i don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but i'm slowly pushing a certain organization out of my system. =P maybe because i had been busy last term and i wasn't able to go there all the time, or maybe i've just started to outgrow them. somehow, a lot of things are changing now that the reality that i only have two terms left in dlsu is dawning on me. entering this new term with our thesis in mind certainly lets someone push out every other irrelevant thing out of their minds. i just wish that all turns out well this term... i wish that we would get approved at once...

*sigh*

disclaimer: lahat ng isusulat ko dito eh pawang mga iniisip, tanong, at kuro-kuro ko lamang. kung may matatamaan: bakit kayo matatamaan?? hmmm... bakit kaya? anyway....
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masaya ako ngayon. hehe. mukhang magiging masaya ang pasko ko. bwahahaha. ok, fine, di gaano ka-saya, pero masaya parin nonetheless. yikeee! bakit kaya?? hmmmm... secret! =D basta, astig to. super! hehehe... sana lang eh matuto xang magreply sa mga text... kaya nakakadiyahe (nyak! da word!!) magtext eh... hehehehehehe.. =P

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ngayon ko lang napagtanto (naka na! 'napagtanto daw o...') na sadyang may mga taong napaka-childish. ang kapal pa ng mukha nila na sila pa tong mga nagsasabi sila'y napakamature para sabihin nila na sila lang ang laging tama. kelan kaya nila matatanggap ang katotohanan ng realidad na hindi lahat ng tao ay susunod sa kanila? hindi lahat ng tao ay matatakot nila at mademandahan nila ng respeto galing sa tao. ang respeto ay pinaghihirapan, hindi nakukuha dahil sa takot. hay. mejo mahaba-habang discusyon to kanina eh. hehe. owel. sino ba kami para mangialam diba?

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haay. matapos lang ang tuesday makakahinga na ko ng maluwag. ay, hindi pa pala. kailangan makuha muna ang course card namin. leche naman o... sana naman pumasa ako ng orgavid... kailangan ko na magthesis next term! gusto ko na grumadweyt! gusto ko na umalis sa bahay na ito!!!! argh. lecheng mga prof yan o...

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hay. think positive nlng. think about happy thoughts... think about.... hehe =)

rock n relief

yes! after 3 months of planning and stressing, nangyari na ung event namin nung saturday (03 December 2005) sa Mugen Bar and Restaurant sa Metrowalk.... grabeeeh! asteeeeg!! lupet ng mga banda! hehe, para sken ah, parang mas astig pa ung ibang front acts namin kesa sa ibang main acts.. hehe... pero sa akin lang naman yon... hehehe... pero astig tlga... kahit nakakapagod ksi buong araw na akong may ginagawa, enjoy paren... kahit harassed... at least nabawi namin lahat ng ginastos namin, may tubo pa! hahahahahaha...

dami nangyari! daming tao! asteeg! kala namin walang maxado ang pupunta, pero madami din pala! =) asteeg!! sayang ung mga hindi pumunta... andami niong namiss!!! hehe lalo na ung fashion show... hahaha enjoy tlga ung buong gabi!!

hay nako...

nako nako nako... ang mga panahon na katulad neto ako napapagisip kung bakit ako nag-orgcom sa lasalle. minsan iniisip ko, pano kung nag-adver ako sa ust? mas madali ba buhay ko don? hay. hindi ko alam. sobrang bilis ng panahon dito sa lasalle... sobra. parang feel ko na unti-unti na akong pinapatay dito.... anyway....

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PLUGGING:

watch! ROCK N RELIEF, on 03 December 2005, at Mugen Bar, Metrowalk, Ortigas
it's a Christmas concert for the benefit of StreetPals, a NGO aimed to rehabilitate and shelter street kids with drug addiction that is in danger of shutting down. all proceeds would go to StreetPals. tickets are priced at 150 each with free shot! contact me for more details! =D

STRESS!!

it's been 19 days since my last post, and i guess you guys (naka na!) are wondering why: these past few days have just been sooooo stressful that i find that 24 hours in a day is just not enough for all the requirements that we have to do. schoolwork even extends to the weekends, and i'm not saying up til saturdays only, but even sundays! can you believe that? the only one day of the week where i can unwind and rest is still being taken up by schoolwork. i guess this is the price we pay for studying at La Salle... its just so damn hectic and fast-paced that you can never track the time - how long the term's been, or how fast you need to do this certain project. one thing's certain, though. a deadline after a week is normal, more than a week is heaven.

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a lot has been happening lately. and i just found out that certain people, even though they should be acting maturely, are still too childish. i don't know about others but now i am not surprised why there are certain people out there who are still wondering if ever the other party would be the one who will make the first move to 'regain' or 'restore' the friendship that was lost over a stupid, idiotic move that certain people make. well... not this time, not ever. it's not my loss.

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damn. the reason for why i still found the time to update my blog totally escapes me. i am aware that i still have a lot to do for my majors, but i don't know... i can't seem to find an explanation for this... sigh. if only life were that easy.

*sigh*

03 November 2005; 1458H -->start
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*sigh*. this day is proving to be soooooo boring. chalk one up for our prof being sick. yeah, sick my butt. (sorry for the language). she's the one who's skipping all these precious time away. just don't let me hear her say that the deadlines still hold. i swear i'm going to kill her. it's not my fault that she has things to take care of. we do too, and still we do what we're supposed to do (complaining loudly at that, but still, we do our tasks).

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oh yeah, i could've just gone to school at a later hour, since i knew that she was going to be absent today, but then again, i was to do our concept proposal and rationale with my groupmates for our final project in orgavid. yeah, i got to school early, ready to do a paper, but then, only one of my groupmates show up. and yeah, she just showed up because she didn't know there wasn't going to be a class today. so, given the fact that if she knew, then she wouldn't even come to school. so, going back, we didn't get to do the paper, since we still didn't know the format, but we could've discussed it then, but like i said, there was only two of us, so what was there to discuss? sigh.

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anyway, we decided to eat lunch at mcdo, where we --that is to say, farrah and i, talked about a lot of things, things that i dare not to put here. just in case other people will read and assume that i'm talking about them (hehe. pun intended. =P). anyway, after that, i ran into walther, and since i had nothing else to do that time, i accompanied him while he ate and waited for his brither and Fig. We also talked about a lot of things, and again, things that i dare not put here because someone might pass by my blog ands read and assume that it was him or her that i'm talking about. you know the drill.so there. haha. anyway, i'm still waiting for my next class, which is still later. gosh... i don' t know why i'm soooo bored today... all this because our prof was absent! argh!
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03 November 2005; 1534H -->end

geddemit!!

this week's supposed to be relaxing -- the government's declared it a holiday, except wednesday and thursday, which i think personally was also supposed to be declared a holiday-- but then again, instead of being relaxing it's just as stressful, to us especially. did it even occur to GMA that not every university is semestral, and that we are affected by those two days in between declared holidays???? geddemit...
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not only that, but there are professors who are really, really getting to the limitations of my patience. i don't care at this point whatever people say about expecting that subjects are harder in DLSU because we have higher standards etc... there are just some professors who have fun in seeing their students suffering from all their requirements. geddemit! if only it wasn't a crime to kill.. sigh.

haaaaaaaaaaaay....

may mga pagkakataon ba sa buhay mo na minsan lang talaga na handang handa ka na sumuko? alam ko madalas ko nang sabihin yan dito sa aking blog pero taagang minsan ay may mga oras na hindi ko na talaga kaya. katulad lang kanina. may exam kami sa persuad, siguro mga 30 minutes ang naaksaya namin sa pagaantay ng copy ng exam questions... sabi nung prof ko na binigay daw nia sa secreatry nung department namin para ipaphotocopy... eh yung secretary kanina lang pinaphotocopy... leche. kung pinsimulan nalang nia samin yon agad, ehdi sana hindi kami mashadong nagmamadali at mas maayos pa ang mga sagot namin, diba? wag lang siya magreklamo na ampapanget ng mga sinagot namin, magaamok na talaga ako... sumakit pa talaga ang ulo ko dahil sa exam na yon.. argh! shyet pa lahat ng kailangan gawin for orgavid! ang dami talagang kailangan gawin para lang sa pagplplano ng isang video... ngayon naiinitindihan ko na yung mga processes na ginagawa para lang makapanuod tayo ng isang episode ng CSI (at siyempre kailangan i-connect ko sa CSI... haha... yung kasi yung pinapanuod ko kagabi, kaya ayan, na-connect ko. haha). shyet talaga... tapos kailangan pa magpass ng PNA draft by tomorrow!!!! argh!! 30% pa naman yon ng midterm grade namin para sa orgavid... shyiet, pare. naloloka nako. ambaba pa naman ng mga unang exercises ko, may 0.0 pa... shyiet talaga... lagi ko nalang sinasabi na babawi nalang ako next time, pero hindi parin talaga ako nakakabawi!!! naiinis ako... parang wala talaga ako sa production... nakakainis... sana naman pumasa na ako dito... kahit 1.0 lang... masaya na ko... basta makathesis lang, ok nako... grabe talaga... ang hirap na ng mga ginagawa dito sa orgavid... feel ko talaga magkakasakit ako dahil dun eh... hindi lang dyan natatapos ang problema ko!!! meron pa kaming events, ang daming kailangan planuhin... sumasakit na ulo ko iniisip ko palang yon... shiyet tlga!!! sige, mamaya nalang uli ako magdadagdag... mejo meron pa ko kailangan gawin eh.... :P

hmmmmm...

*disclaimer: kung ano man ang nakasulat dito, mga iniisip ko lang at mga kuro-kuro ko lang ang mga to.* mahirap nang hindi maglagay ng disclaimer eh. minsan lang talaga may mga taong nagbabasa na feel nilang sila ung tinutukoy. haay.

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anyway, naisip ko lang kung bakit may mga pagkakataon na hindi lang talaga maintindihan ng mga ibang tao ang iniisip mo. Yung tipong nabanggit mo lang ung iniisip mo, as in out of the blue lang, as in wala lang, tapos iisipin na nila agad na baka sila yon, or may pinatutunguhan ka sa iniisip mong yon. grabe pare. napakaparanoid naman non. hay nako. minsan, hindi nako nagtataka kung bigla nalang silang magcomment na parang dinedefend nila sarili nila, parang tinamaan sila. ang tanong ko lang naman, bakit sila tinatamaan? bakit kailangan nilang magreact ng ganon? ang sakin lang naman ay, bakit ka tatamaan kung wala ka naman ginagawang mali? diba? bakit mo kailangan na idefend ang sarili mo kung hindi ka naman apektado? un lang. ang daming pagkakataon na ganyan ang napapansin ko eh. iba ung sobrang sensitive sa guilty eh. wala lang. napansin ko lang.

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bakit naman minsan may mga tao na kahit sobrang harap-harapan at lantaran na ang mga panama mo sa kanya eh hindi talaga siya naapektuhan? as in yung sooooooobrang dense. as in kahit na deretsahin mo na, wala parin. wala lang.

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sa mundo naman kasi natural lang na may kapareha ung isa, diba? kaya ayan. kung may sobra kung matamaan kahit hindi naman dapat, meron din naman tao na kahit sobra na patama mo sa kanya, to the point na deretchahan na, wala parin. haay. talaga naman ang duality ng mundo ano? kahit anong bagay sa mundo, meron.

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anyways... bakit ganon? minsan ang hectic ng buhay, minsan hindi. minsan ang daming ginagawa, minsan naman wala. minsan hindi mo alam kung paano mo pahahabain ang oras, minsan naman parang hindi gumagalaw ang oras. wala lang. madaming pagkakataon na nakita ko ang sarili ko na ganyan. hehe. wala lang.

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o xa, hanggang dito na lang muna. mejo mahaba na to, at may klase pa ko. hahahahahah...

hay nakoooooooo....

grabe... di ko maintindihan kung ano na nangyayari... last week sobrang stressed ako dahil sa orgavid, ngayon naman parang wala akong ginagawa para don... ngek. labo.

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minsan ba nafeel mo na sobrang ready ka nang sumuko, pero hindi pwede? minsan kailangan lang talagang lumaban hanggang sa pinakahuling lakas na meron ka... kahit na handa nang bumigay ang katawan mo, hindi ka parin papayagan ng kalooblooban mo.... anlabo ba? minsan ksi, ganyan ang nararamdaman ko. tungkol san? sa madaming bagay... minsan sa pagaaaral, minsan sa kaibigan, minsan sa pamilya. halo-halo. walang iisang pinagkakatuunan. ganon. malabo lang talaga ang buhay sakin.

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pero eto, seryosong tanong: bakit may mga tao na kakaiba magisip, gumalaw (and the like)? kakaiba in the sense na salunggat siya sa pagiisip ng karamihan? sige, sabihin na natin na may mga tao na sadya lang na hindi "nagcoconform" sa society, pero ang tinutukoy ko eh hindi ganon... as in yung likas na tlgang kakaiba... wala lang... naisip ko lang..

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hay nako. buhay nga naman ano?

argh. ayoko na ng ganito...

nakakaleche. hay nako. grabe na ito. hindi ko na ata makakaya ang mga pinapagawa samin. shyiet. alam nio ba ang feeling na sobrang hindi mo na alam kung saan ilulugar ang sarili mo dahil sa sobrang daming gawain na sadyang hindi mo maiwasang magkapatong-patong? ganon. as in. yung parang nahihirapan ka na huminga dahil sa pagkarami-raming sumasakal sa iyo. ganon. as in. kahit na sabihin na natin na sobrang daming kong oras sa schedule ko, wala parin. pagisip palang ng concept ubos na. pagasikaso lang ng dokumento, ubos na. parang tuloy ang sarap dekwatin nung time-turner ni hermione sa prisoner of azkaban. as in. para lang madaming oras para gawin ang lahat ng kailangan gawin. shyiet men. ayoko na. konti nlng susuko na ko. ayoko na tlga!!!!!!!!! di ko na kaya!!!!!!! argh!!!!
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bakit ba ganito ang mundo???? bakit ba ako ginawang ganito? ayoko na tlga...
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hay nako. di nako maxado magsasalita ng kung ano-ano dito. mahirap na, baka may mga magisip ng kung ano-ano.... hehehe. =P

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!

hay nako. nakakastress naman to. 4th week palang namin sa second term , stress na agad. majors palang eh, haaaay. sumsasakit na ulo ko. ayoko na magaral. as in. malapit nako sumuko.

ang masama pa dun eh may mga tao na sadya lang talagang hindi marunong umintindi. hindi mo gets? sorry ka. di ko na ieexplain. basta. di na ako nagtataka kung bakit xa loner. hah. (nyak ansama. bwahahahahahaha)

sa sobrang daming ginagawa, wala na rin akong panahon magbigay ng aking mga kuro-kuro tungkol sa mga nangyayari sa aking paligid.... haaay. di ko na alam gagawin ko.